Confusions

Somewhere down the road in your life.
You ask yourself "What am i doing to my life?!"


Well, today is one of those days.
Elaborating it some other day. Bah.
And i have a statistics test tomorrow.
Screw it.

“What we call chaos is just patterns we haven’t recognized. What we call random is just patterns we cant decipher. What we can’t understand we call nonsense. What we can’t read we call gibberish. There is no free will. There are no variables. There is only the inevitable.”

Chuck Palahniuk

Twists

It's been a hell of a week.


It hasn't even ended yet.

Right now the words i would have used to describe this week.
Just that at breaking point of times, i don't know how i can go on. You just.. Y'know. Wanna give it all up for a better and happier life.

I asked myself, "Why is God allowing all these to happen to us?"

Maybe he has own ways. Maybe he has his plans. Because he has given me people to live on for. and that there's my mom, my sister, my brother and my loved ones.


Yes, that's it.
We will survive this.

New beginning eh?

Been sleeping a lot lately.
Was looking forward to head home for some sleep!

Besides feeling miserable like most of the time, i thought of having a late new year's resolutions although i think new year's resolutions are crap. But since i needa have some change in my life, i thought why not?

My 2011 Resolutions:

• Must keep in touch with relatives who are overseas!
• Lose 1kg a month (Yes, this is so the typical to be on the NY's resolutions list)
• To save up for Philippines trip with the clique 5! 
• And to unwind and get out more!
• Lastly, to keep this blog running! 

That's it!

Kinda realistic eh? Should be able to achieve lah!

So it's the first day of school!

I was still awake on the first few hours of school. Then came after brunch. I was so sleepy and restless. HOW TO CONCENTRATE?

After a rushed call from Mr.Andy, and our impromptu tutorial, i finally ended the struggle to stay awake by going home.

I dont know why am i so sleepy and tired.

WAII!

Last year, exactly on New Year, i declared that i will be updating my blog often and not leave it rotting. It did. It rot for a year. Then envious of friends who have been updating their blogs, i decided to have a wordpress blog. Blogs i mean. Guess what? I've opened up 3 wordpress blogs. And yet i wasn't contented with it. Wasnt happy with the layout, the post and whathaveyou. And now i'm back to.. Blogger.

Guess this still feel more comfy. 

So i'd better stick and keep Killer-daisies running!

It's a new year, a new beginning

HAPPY 2011 EBERYONE!