Havent visited this page for ages.
So what's up!

The exams are done and over with, God knows how i've fared for it.and tomorrow will be the first day to another attachment with unfamiliar people and a new different environment. How sad.

How many times do i get to go for attachments with my classmates? Hurr! Not all the time.

But i aint gonna knock on doors demanding it to be changed.
Nothing i can do to undo my fault.

High dreams you mean.
Dreams of flying to London.
Kiss it goodbye, shiat!

I'll never leave this

How are you, Suane?

Are you still alive? Cos It feels like i've been living a soul less life.

Confusions

Somewhere down the road in your life.
You ask yourself "What am i doing to my life?!"


Well, today is one of those days.
Elaborating it some other day. Bah.
And i have a statistics test tomorrow.
Screw it.

“What we call chaos is just patterns we haven’t recognized. What we call random is just patterns we cant decipher. What we can’t understand we call nonsense. What we can’t read we call gibberish. There is no free will. There are no variables. There is only the inevitable.”

Chuck Palahniuk

Twists

It's been a hell of a week.


It hasn't even ended yet.

Right now the words i would have used to describe this week.
Just that at breaking point of times, i don't know how i can go on. You just.. Y'know. Wanna give it all up for a better and happier life.

I asked myself, "Why is God allowing all these to happen to us?"

Maybe he has own ways. Maybe he has his plans. Because he has given me people to live on for. and that there's my mom, my sister, my brother and my loved ones.


Yes, that's it.
We will survive this.